Journal

An Unsettled Phase

Something is going on with me.I know I should have been writing about it. But, I can't seem to find The words to explain. I feel like I'm in some existential crisis.Something within me is fundamentally s...

Going Against The Grain

I grew up very differently than I now am. I learned from an early ageHow to do all the proper things - Apply makeupStyle my hairWalk correctlySpeak properly Which silverware went where... As a chil...

Stop Seeking

Something happened last Saturday That knocked me off for the entire week. I had a conversation with someone. Not a bad conversation.Actually a pretty pleasant conversation. Still...The conversation to...

Taking Inventory

To know where I'm going, I need to know where I am. On the surface level, It's pretty simple. My body is struggling. My pain levels have been higher than normal. My fatigue causing me to sleep most of...

A New Definition Of Success

On February 1st, I told myself... Today I'm going to go to yoga. (I missed class.) On February 2nd, I told myself... Today I'm going to yoga. (I read a book instead.) Today, February 3rd... I not only ad...